hahahahah omggg it has been eonssss since i last posted....... well very obviously not because i dont use the computer or often or anyt' like that... i just... dont. hahahha blogging is such a passe once upon a time fad.

i honestly don't quite remember what my last post is about (probably clubbing:S)....

whatever it is... im sure a lottt has happened since then. looking back, i honestly have no idea how i'd managed to cope with everything that was thrown at me over the past few months. not saying i handled everything well and not that my life is very much on track now ( on the contrary, it resembles nothing like a healthy lifestyle ) very sadly... i dont know how it happened and when it did, when i deviated from the kind of typical teenager lifestyle - studying, playing................. mine seems to have nothing to do with studying and trust me, it is worrying...

i also dont know how and when its going to happen. but i want my life back on the right track. a BALANCED one. i want my priorities straight - studying and time with friends. my season is coming to a quick end and as much as im sad, i guess some people just make me want to break free from it as well. i wont deny and wont doubt how much im going to miss everything about touch rugby and everyone in it. but i know some friendships i've forged are meant to last. some best friends i've made are meant to stay. i love my best friends thiarabanks, minss, jowayy and langee so very much. so much so i cant imagine life without any of them.

my priority now is the league. and after the league... it should be my studies. i have no clue how im going to catch up at all. if its even possible at all............ i plan to start going back to gym right after the league and take up a new sport!!!! okay maybe not new sport cos i wna cont' touch, but a new past time. should i start swimming againnn???

sorry how my thoughts are so scattered. really is telling of my current state :( hopefully till i next post, my life would somewhat have that tad bit of resemblance of one :S