wooow im back at my page after soo long. today is an awkward day. because i had the sudden urge to check on all my old friends whom i havent spoken to in a while... :) and many of them who've gone abroad are coming back or have already returned :) naquiyas back!!! (YAY) and mellie's coming back next weeeeek :) and shes a bitch cos shes getting me jealous over her indulgence in mouth-wateing durians in BKK. omggg brings me to this impt point!! CATCH HANGOVER 2 IF YOU HAVENT!!! hahahhhaa. idk if its really all that funny or it just... holds bitter-sweet memories... *sigh* but in any case, i caught that twice in a single dayyy so it cant go that bad yeah....

soooooo i just touched down fr korea this morning at 1:05 a.m. and unlike the many other trips i've been on, i wasn't dreading to return to Singapore... in fact i was kinda looking forward to it? hahaha ah wells. perhaps i didnt have my fair share of fun in korea since it rained every other day i was there and thwarted my plans to go to ever land (some huge-ass theme park) :( love the adrenaline rush while queuing for a breath-taking rideeee. most vivid memory i have of experience of that nature was queuing w faz and kohs in the Gold Coast for some shit ass ride. hahaha sooo nervous till the 3 of us hardly spoke the entire time we were q-ing. okayyy ive drifted quite a bit from original topic. so i spent 5 days shopping and shopping and shopping and im so sick and tired of it..... :( i mayy post pix if i happen to feel like doing so. im xtremely curious as to who still visits this site (besides my ever-faithful syah...) hahaha.

trip aside, since i last quit sajc, i idled for about 2 weeks if im not mistaken and decided to get myself a job to kill time... and so i started sending in poorly-crafted resumes to random companies i got the emails fr fr jobstreet i think. and got called down for an interview on a faithful tuesdayy and i think that has pretty much changed my life quite drastically? ive made a lot of good and genuine friends within the 2 weeks and um. went through manyyy drastic lowwwws but a few highs as well and im sure there are many more lows to come... but point is. this job teaches one to face rejections from people with a hugee smile.

and i mean it literally.

don't feel like discussing what my job is really all about, but im hoping i'll have enough strength (mental) to last for a few months hahaah cause it is truly demoralising while its highly rewarding at the same time. so much contradiction, but really, no one will get my ideaa unless your a fellow colleague.

oh gosh i feel like a boreeee right now...

moving on to smth more personal, SIGH. my personal life is sooooo darn messed up that i wna just yknow, be focused on my work and ignore all other shit (besides my best friends). i think i dont need any one at this point of time besides my usual gf's.

oh and btw, what goes around sure damnnn comes around. karma will bite cha, so watch every move you make.

shall cont' trying to improve myself as an individual, till then<3